I was sitting on tier speaking with a brotha on an intellectual note on
topics in your ULK
52 issue. The thing is neither of us ever seen your publication (any
of them). After we were done another brotha handed me issue No. 52 on
his way to see the Sergeant over some writeups he got when they hit his
room. He told me “you’ll like this!”
Now before we explore my reaction to your publication you have to know
the ground on which I stand and the position I’m coming from. I’m a sex
offender. Believe it or not, not by choice, but in the state of Nevada I
knew that signing a deal would be the only way to see light again. Trial
would be death.
I read your issue from front to back. The whole time I was reading it I
wanted to write to you and tell you how I was waiting for something like
this to approach me. Then, I got to the last page and read the upcoming
themes. In No. 55 I read “Would unity with pariahs such as snitches or
child molesters ever be appropriate?” Reading that prompted me to switch
my motive to speak on this first hand. But before I can do that you need
to know a little about me.
I was raised very well with a loving family. My academics always were
“en punto.” National Honor Society – all that stuff. I spent 9 years in
the military. Leaving my family several times so spoiled brats could
remain safely at home with theirs. I have an Associates Degree, I’m
semi-fluent in Spanish, I’m halfway through obtaining a paralegal
certificate from Blackstone, I’m a writer, and I’m Black.
I will not defend child molesters or snitches but I want to shed some
light on sex offenders in general – since I am one. I have five kids so
I know the need to protect my babies. Then I found myself fighting for
my life on the very subject that I said I would kill someone over for
messing with my babies.
I had and have a different outlook now by my circumstances and by
removing my bias. After it was evident I was coming to prison I decided
to help other sex offenders (SOs) fight their cases. I obtained a
client, a pisa, who couldn’t speak English well. I fine-tooth-combed his
discovery. There was no evidence but much hearsay. Despite my help and a
paid lawyer he received a kidnapping and sexual assault charge with a
teen.
Sounds like a typical innocence story right? Well, I have more detail
that I can’t tell you but I believe he’s innocent. There are more people
in here with similar innocence claims all over the world but I wanted to
get to a point in response to your issue No. 55 question.
Prison has a caste system and SOs find their way to the bottom. We are
the lowest class in society and outside of society. I don’t like calling
myself a sex offender. In fact, I’m not, but I’m labeled as one because
my charge says that I am. My circumstances of my charge won’t allow me
to admit to being one. But it doesn’t matter what I think or say. I’ve
noticed, in my time around other SOs that they (most of them) made a
mistake or a bad choice. I’m not talking about rapists, but still, I’ve
met some very good people.
I’ve lived a very good life. I always been hard working, trustworthy,
reliable, smart and loving. I’ve learned a lot in the military
especially from visiting foreign countries. Cambodia and Iraq taught me
a lot. Before now I never been in trouble with the law. When I didn’t
have I still gave. And I still do. I run store in my unit but it’s not
for me. The profit takes care of who I choose, who I believe is the less
fortunate. If somehow I can make one person see that sex offenders are
human, I made a difference. I would like to be a force to help unite
all. The sex offender label shouldn’t disqualify people in a movement
bigger than us because if it does – would that really be socialism?
MIM(Prisons) responds: “Sex offenders” in general are seen as
pariahs who can’t be touched, and certainly can’t be part of a
progressive movement. But as this comrade points out, people are labeled
as sex offenders by our enemies, and we have no reason to take their
word for it. How many people behind bars are unjustly sentenced or even
innocent? Why do prisoners know this is true for people convicted of
other crimes, but condemn all convicted sex offenders on the word of the
criminal injustice system?
Our society encourages rape. Movies, music, advertising, porn, it’s all
pushing coercion and sex. Rape is coerced sex, and in a patriarchal
society it’s impossible to set up a relationship where both people are
totally equal. There are differences in income, social status, beauty,
educational achievement, etc. etc. All these things have become part of
what people find attractive and we are indoctrinated to believe these
inequalities are sexy.
We don’t let people off the hook for knowingly committing violence
against other people. But we also know that people are a product of
their culture and we need to push for the re-education of people if we
hope to build a society where all people truly are equal. Because of
this, we must also judge people based on what they do, and not a label
put on them by the criminal injustice system. We agree with this writer
that people make mistakes, and that they can change.