“(We) MIM Should not excuse behaviors that could have been avoided
with asexuality. It must weigh the costs of being non-sexual.” - MIM
Theory 2/3
Transforming the criminal mentality into a revolutionary one means
also fully confronting bourgeois culture, morality and its justification
for the existing society, i.e. bourgeois rule. This bourgeois mentality
also includes things that aren’t necessarily “criminal” but definitely
constitute crimes against others and from a proletarian perspective and
for our aims is at the very least counter-productive if not counter
revolutionary. Sadly, as Wiawimawo stated, due to us being products of
this decadent society we all enter the Revolution with some amount of
sickness. Some suffer from drug addictions, some selfishness and extreme
individualism, others idealism, patriarchy or even out right misogyny,
e.g. “Fuck a Bitch” or other forms of sexism. Most “criminal” lumpen
glorify gangsterism and are quite infatuated with gang culture even when
pretending to be about unifying the block…. But regardless, we all enter
the revolutionary process with ways of the “old society” especially
since it hasn’t gone anywhere.
The above quote is from a Comrade who ultimately died due to a
lifetime battle with drugs. Yet this is a quite Revolutionary and apt
quote and this comrade’s life is also apt for this discussion as it
shows no matter how advanced we become and even how authentic our walk,
we will always be confronted not only with the broader bourgeois society
and its fucked up music, culture, morals, world out-look etc etc ad
nauseam. We still are likely to have to confront and check our own
bourgeois demons. But the above quote could be applicable to
revolutionary Walkin’ in general if any of our behaviors could be
avoided simply by avoiding self-indulgence if our goal is truly
revolution then we should practice abstinence in that regard whenever
possible.
I personally have never came to jail sober and have done all manner
of anti-social behavior “under the influence” since I’ve been in prison
I’ve yet to get drunk. For me this was so stark it was no choice at all.
Additionally other counter-productive behaviors were also not so
difficult for me to conquer or at least consciously struggle against.
Yet for all my talk I was quite chauvinistic and I’d say misogynistic in
actual practice and this is something I’ve struggled with since I was in
elementary.
There was a time when I rationalized my misogynistic behavior – I’ve
now come to believe this had a lot to do with my inability to conduct
consistent communist practice – however, I’m now quite clear that this
is simply lumpen and its kissing cousin petty bourgeois personification
and practice and furthermore serves only to strengthen counter
revolution.
I am not too hard on myself for this late transformation however –
every single day in this decadent society we have to swallow, weigh,
witness or consciously wrestle with all manner of bourgeois bullshit.
Life may be good but this world is truly a nightmare. In these death
camps, in a real concentration camp, in slave quarters, in an
immigration caravan, in dark alleys and hallways thrash out this
imperialist dominated world what people must go through especially when
there’s no real struggle to resist and defeat this oppression (as proven
by amerikkka’s nuclear bombs) even shadows get burnt… yes shadows were
literally burnt into the ground.
Yet I’m now quite clear on my need to confront this as it is simply
another tool the state can use to divide, dismiss or exploit real
revolutionary work. This always makes me think of focoism, its
attraction is “to go out on a high note”… I understand this quite well.
I also think this is why lumpen and petty bourgeois youth in the
semi-colonies often have a hard time with revolutionary ideas, party’s
and practices as all they know is immediate release, this in addition,
is why so many Rev’s succumb to self-obsession or self indulgence’s. But
once I accepted this is simply lumpen/petty bourgeois bullshit behavior
it was easier for me to confront it as any good homie, friend and
especially “comrade” should know s/he is not only a reflection of the
community, party, professed ideas etc he/r can also undermine, expose or
bring harm to he/r person, community, or just their ideas which for a
revolutionary communist must be unacceptable.
I speak in general terms because specific failures, flaws, addictions
or internalized petty bourgeois (wanna be big bourgeois) bullshit isn’t
new to the movement and once I realized how destructive
(counter-revolutionary in fact) my failure to totally transform and
practice my all too parroted “self discipline” – something as stated I’m
quite adamant about “Walkin my walk”… Yet I gave the enemies a free tool
to use against me and against us – again I do know why for some focoism
is a “natural release”… working w/ ideas and for “long-term goals”
especially in isolation of an active movement has been the death of many
good Rads and whole collectives especially where self-discipline
requires we police things that we once considered quite natural or even
which is common practice for others but the state has made it taboo for
us.
I read an article in The Abolitionist (Summer 2022) where a
captive was released and days later his parole agent came to place an
electronic monitor on his ankle which he knew would be a condition of
parole, but still days later after she placed the “E.M.” on him she
called and explained he will be allowed out the house 6:00am-10:00am and
this should be plenty of time “For you to handle your business”. I
couldn’t help but think how after 10:00 it would be unlawful to walk to
the corner store or park, to go to school, work, to date, build
community ties etc etc and how his actions will be a reflection of
larger class forces and struggles where if he failed it would set back
the opportunity for someone else to be released on “E.M.” supervision
and to succeed he would need all the self-discipline in the world not to
look out the window at 11 see a friend or interesting person come
outside to talk and walk with them to the corner…I imagine all the
lawful things a Jew in Nazi Germany or slave in amerikkka was
forbidden.
Amerikkka exploits and sanctions the world so its unlawful to aid
Cuba, to encourage oppressed people to keep their resources for
themselves, to disrupt military supply chains or even expose what the
government is doing to the public. On 22 August 2022, KPFA Radio’s
“Letters and Politics” had a canadian Marxist scholar on who the host
asked “isn’t it an advancement that we have a better life thanks to
capitalism?” (this was the gist) The Marxist scholar replied “Yes”(even
under the new mode of production we don’t want to lose those “freedoms”)
and conceded this as advancement. Yet I contend both the host and this
Rad suffered from self-deception. I think Huey’s “intercommunal” line
was bullshit – to say nations don’t exist – but capitalism has infact
now transferred and transposed the class struggle from core countries to
exploited countries largely on the global south so whole countries live
the bourgeois life to one degree or another, and the proletariat is now
largely confined to their own powerless “nations.”
So for so many others they make do with left over bourgeois scraps. I
saw a documentary a while back about how the U.$. was sending its
plastic and metal scraps to the Third World as part of its neo-liberal
deals with them – just as now Biden can promise less greenhouse gas from
U.$ corporations “in amerikkka” but will never say they can’t offset
this by reckless disregard for the oppressed nations. Part of the
question to the canadian Marxist was also a statement that slavery is no
more “thanks to capitalism” to which the Marxist agreed, hence his
statement we don’t want to lose those “freedoms” but slavery very much
exists outside of the “shiny city on the hill”, outside the gate they
root through U.$ trash like pigs looking for mushrooms, women still are
very much oppressed and yes slavery, I repeat, still exists. Yet they’re
always judged by the standards of the exploiters and defenders of the
city gates who gladly lower the drawbridge for the returning army with
its war booty.
I stopped drinking because I get drunk and have no inhibitions, no
fear and no rationalizations. Likewise I wrestled with self-indulgences
“because they were denied” and I too have absolutely no respect for the
enemy. Even when drunk I’ve never intentionally hurt anyone I loved,
never fought my friends, never stole from loved ones etc, but not so for
a perceived enemy, or if I felt I deserved something, or revenge was
called for. All this was obviously before I became a revcom. But I know
where it all came from and what it represents, its lumpen/petty
bourgeois sentiments struggling with social, dictates that “I’m
nothing,”“We’re nothing,”“You can’t have,” “You don’t deserve,” etc etc.
But I know, because I couldn’t control it, I’d have to leave it alone.
So now I’ve arrived rather late, at a similar conclusion of another
thing I must deny myself due to how it can never be a resolvable
contradiction (for me). I think it was jesus who said (according to
grandma’s bible) that if your right eye causes you to sin cast it out.
If a revolutionary could paint the mystical soul it would be a macabre
creature… stitched and resewn on wings, scars, busted knuckles etc
etc.
I am quite clear on a few things and the utter failure of
capitalism-imperialism and its rule is one of those things that I have
much clarity on. Will I slip up? will it be as easy as alcohol for me?
will the enemy be able to conspire against me? will there ever be any
normalcy in my life? will it always be ad hoc salvaging? will revcoms
ever beat back lumpen/petty bourgeois culture and ideas to be the
undisputed voice for the semi-colonies? I may never know these things we
may not like all the answers to those things, but I’m quite sure there’s
millions of people who like me will never forgive this system for what
not only it’s done to the world or ourselves but the choices and
contradictions we’ve been forced to wrestle with due to its rule and its
utter disregard for our humanity will never be forgiven and whose dogged
focus is to bring about a Revolutionary Communist World.
Amerikkkan media feels compelled to state each and every time
election talk is brought up that it’s the “Big lie” to claim it was
stolen and to be unequivocal about Putin and Russia’s invasion as to the
cause of the war in Ukraine and to be clear on the need to support
Ukraine’s effort to win the war, it makes sure it always says it was a
coup attempt on Jan 6 and that Amerikkka is a democracy. All this
because truth is important. One of my favorites is Ben Fletcher who is a
petty bourgeois radical who says it’s right to defend Ukraine simply
because its unlawful. I wish I could search his writings talks etc but
I’d wager dollars to donuts he has never said arms should be shipped to
Palestine to defend against or push out Israeli troops, not even New
Afrikans should arm themselves to fight back when pigs kill us nor
although he says he said it was wrong to invade Iraq etc I’d bet he
never said Iraqi’s should be aided to kill U.$. troops or he or any
“leftist” in KKKville should support the counter-insurgency I’d bet had
he and his ilk done so it would’ve had an effect on secular forces so
now only Islamists are given a voice and many even long for the klan to
return.
The labor aristocracy and other layers of the bourgeois here are
quite in lock step. The only questions are which bourgeois party will
win elections or steal them. We are looking at fascist forces, wars,
possible world wars, environmental devastation, national oppression and
we daily witness the consequences of what having a shining city on a
hill entails and what it forces on others to do to survive not being a
part of the in crowd, but this is no one’s concern and misleaders like
the media or “Labor Leader” Ben Fletcher can only parrot Democratic or
anti-Republican talkin’ points and even so called communists or at least
“Marxists” can not see beyond bourgeois horizons.
For these reasons we must shore-up our ranks and connect with the
broader proletariat movement. As its quite clear we will be in the
wilderness for sometime, only practice and work will forge us ahead and
conquer our bourgeois and lumpen demons. We can not be idle, not in
prison, not school houses, not under capitalism-imperialism. They’re not
idle. Steel sharpens steel. Proletariat morals and practice forever
taken to a new level. These last paragraphs are not a mis-step; I
contend we defeat our demons when we keep bourgeois morality clearly
juxtaposed to proletariat morality and ideology. They currently are
running laps around us here in amerikkka. Most people can conceive of
“the end of the world” but can’t conceive of a New World with new social
relations and a new mode of production that they themselves must work
for and this is our failure to own.
Yet in this answer we can show a new type of Revcom responsive to the
extensive body of work of real Maoism and revolutionary practice.
Unbroken macabre spirits on display and in motion will never win over
someone like Ben Fletcher the Mis-leader, nor bourgeois media but we can
clearly show the dividing line between bourgeois (lumpen included) and
revolutionary-proletariat-feminist-nationalists. This could be quite a
powerful thing, and because there’s larger forces at work, if nothing
else, self-discipline and revolutionary “consistent” practice at the
very least may deny the enemy another victory.