Welcome to the school of hard knocks,
where it seems the clock has
stopped,
trapped in a prison industrial complex,
the size of city
blocks,
guns cocked in gun towers,
Ever so slowly passes, years,
days, months and hours,
time devours all - tempus edax rerum
And
here I live in this correctional slum
I’ve never been dumb, but I’ve
done dumb things
and this brings me to:
As long as I’m alive, I
strive,
Sometimes striving means simply surviving,
I could have
went to Penn state,
but instead I’m in the state pen
Surrounded by
1200 people, but not one friend
I sent a letter to my family, but it
seems that they’re mad at me,
Because they only seem to respond
semi-annually,
But I still have a strategy
to increase
intellectually,
they may have my body, but they don’t have the best
of me,
I’m 30 now, I’ll be released at 41,
In the futuristic year
of 2021
The sum total of my incarcerated years will be 20,
But the
total of the tears of me and my family is too many,
Plenty places,
all over the state they have sent me,
tortured occasionally with tear
gas and electricity,
they think that they’re breaking me, but they’re
only remaking me,
I’m taking a breath while they’re trying to
smother,
And brother, in this world, if you break it down
statistically
you’ll realize you have to do your own part
individually,
and realistically, I can see, if I don’t improvise,
educationally,
In FL DOC, I’ll never go further than GED,
So I’m
striving and searching, reaching and seeking,
trying to gain more
knowledge, give my life more meaning,
in this institutional,
“correctional,” demeaning existence,
to improve yourself, takes a lot
of persistence,
and one day prove useful to communist resistance