Why are you deeply sorry for hurting/disappointing
In a country
built on genocide/institutionalizing
In any way - your mother, sister
or grandmother
Hurt in degrees - hurt like no other
The pain is
here - present - in my chest
But I’ve learned it from you - who knows
it best
Hypocrisy and hate and national oppression
Imperialism and
capitalism and poor peoples’ depression
We can’t see past all the
senseless suicides
Friends’ corpses beside us - swinging above
us
inside us
Suicide wholesale - please forgive us
Sensory
deprivations or bought off TV stations
What’s worse - alone talking
to yourself
or commercials repeatedly preaching consumer
masturbation?
Two for one on a half off sale
I for one prefer
sensory deprivation hell
My pen, my thoughts - memories get me
through
I am the one feeling sorry for you
Bitter cynicism on a
Bob Barker mattress
Verses ignorant masses on PC Macintoshes
It’s
not hate I feel for you - but awe
Goose stepping, concentration
kamping, new generation
What’s that - what’s this - we never
saw
Boxcars, traincars - jehovah witness triangles
Vans, buses -
poor man and non-white shackles
Business as usual - neo-fascist
neo-nazi
A “criminal” boogeyman preaching - how dare he
