We are not correcting bad or criminal behavior, we are not reforming
lives or serving justice. We are struggling to get public attention
drawn to this torture. I’ve witnessed a guard provoke a prisoner
verbally, and taunt him until he had a reaction, which was then used as
an excuse to assault the prisoner, claiming the prisoner acted
aggressively. Implicit in nearly every interaction with the guards is
the potential, the threat, of violence; every breath is a potential
disciplinary infraction, or write-up. Many rules are either unknown or
go unenforced, making for a milieu where a guard could enter, quite
literally, any cell and find a reason to write up its inhabitant. If you
have more than three books at any given time, it could be a write-up, or
you put a picture of your family on or in your locker, or hang wet
clothes up to dry. Almost anything can be considered non-dangerous
contraband. Any guard has the power to keep a prisoners from seeing or
talking to his family, a power frequently abused.
This kind of control is maddening. For the individuals who live under
its influence; any refusal to comply with these instruments of violence
– any lack of submission – can be met with a can of mace followed by
beatings, while in restraints, and time in segregation. Meeting violent
offenders with more violence, along with mental and physical torture is
not an effective method of reform. It will only make the prisoners more
fluent in the language of violence. And they are frequently angry,
bitter and full of resentment.
I have filed grievances challenging this violation of the First
Amendment and also the Eighth and Fourteenth Amendments due to these
prisoncrats stripping me and others of all personal property, denying
access to the law library or outside recreation, and deliberately
abusing grievance procedure by refusing to process any grievance that is
submitted. So we ask that eyes and ears be placed upon this place
because there are those offenders ready to force these prisoncrats to
remove us from these cruel and inhuman conditions.
These deplorable conditions create an environment that often feels
helpless and insurmountable to the prisoners who live through it. We are
being oppressed and controlled, mistreated and abused on a daily basis.
Some offenders have no means of addressing these abuses – even the
grievance procedure is hopelessly flawed, not permitting the offenders
to grieve the conduct of the guards, or any procedure whatsoever. They
recognize that they are being subjected to conditions that surpass more
punishment for their crimes. The parole board isn’t actually there to
help us obtain our freedom, it’s there to give the illusion that it is
possible, so that we may be controlled. The few that are successful will
emerge as scarred, changed men, living with the knowledge and pain of
what they were forced to endure, and the daily suffering that continues
by the people they left behind.
On May 28 of this year a fellow inmate as well as myself were brutally
beaten in handcuffs and sprayed multiple times with chemical agents off
of the camera by officers, sergeants, and a Lt on this Gib Lewis Unit in
Woodville, TX. Here on this unit these beatings by officers are the norm
for us inmates. Most of us have little to no family support to help us
voice these cruel acts of injustice to the public. We are here for
rehabilitation and transformation not to be beaten to the point of
traumatization. We need the public to know that the real criminals are
working amongst criminal and breaking laws, rules, etc on the daily and
hiding behind their uniform and rank. Assist us in this struggle for
justice.