A New Comrade, Born from Pain

Greetings,

I was given a couple copies of the Under Lock and Key by my homie. He had encouraged me to read them and then write into MIM(Prisons) with my own letter/article. I’m new to the topics that were discussed in ULK and the overall prison movement, however, since the bro was moved in the block he has been browbeating me with how important it is to be involved in bettering our own conditions and self-educating myself.

After giving it some thought I decided to write in about something that bothers me the most. I’ve been incarcerated now since 10 May 2022 and I’ve yet to receive a visit from any of my friends or loved ones due to this policy which the North Carolina Department of Adult Corrections (NCDAC) have put in place. Those who want to visit must first be approved before they are eligible. There are a lot of stipulations to this process and if these stipulations aren’t met then the person will be disapproved, therefore ineligible to visit. This also determines if you will be able to receive money from the outside due to another one of NCDAC’s policies, said policy only allowing us to receive financial support from approved visitors.

We as Black People, I mean New Afrikans, know we come from communities where at least one if not two of our immediate family members have been convicted of a crime resulting in them having a criminal record. This is one of the stipulations that prevent someone from being approved for visitation.

My wife was convicted of a crime therefore she isn’t allowed to visit with me nor am I allowed to visit with my children due to her not being allowed to visit me. And as I mentioned she’s also unable to send me money. The latter causing me to be placed on long-term segregation because I had to get my necessities by any means. The prison officials who make up these policies do so without caring about how the policy will affect us, our family, and our rehabilitation process. I had a guard tell me he feels my pain, BS you can’t feel my pain unless you’ve felt my pain and none of them have because they are able to go home to their family every day, while an individual like me can’t even receive a visit from my loved ones.

Let me give you a scenario. You are a prisoner, you get a letter from your mother telling you that she is sick and her health isn’t too good. She expresses how she would love to visit with you and asks why she can’t, you have to explain the aforementioned policy to her the best you can. A couple months pass and you are notified by family that your mother’s health worsens, she has to be hospitalized. There are no video visits despite us having tablets that are equipped to have them and your mother still hasn’t been approved for visitation. You are worried you may never get to see your mother again. The days pass, you are on seg because you need hygiene so you attempted to hustle, however you were caught. The guard comes to your door, tells you to get dressed as the chaplain needs to see you. We all know this isn’t good. You get dressed and go out to visit the chaplain, he tells you your mother has passed and gives you a brief 5-min call to speak to your family. You are taken back to your cell unable to attend the funeral and never being able to see your mother again.

This is such a cruel scenario right? Well it’s no scenario at all, this is what has happened to me.

Like I said at the beginning I’m new to the Prison Movement, this struggle, but I’m not new to pain and oppression. I will never get to see my mother again but I can help get things changed to where a scenario doesn’t become someone’s reality.

I see how my big bro struggles day in and day out trying to raise the consciousness of our peers and unite them and I understand why he does it now. And with me knowing this I promise to struggle as well.

In closing I’d like to say for those who are new to the movement write into MIM and request old issues of the ULK. They will help you get a better understanding of what it takes and what it is we’re struggling for.

MIM(Prisons) responds:Welcome to the movement comrade! Another comrade in South Carolina just wrote regarding similar punishments towards those labelled “Security Threat Group” or STG there. We also had a comrade in Indiana who was recently denied a contact visit with eir dying mother because ey was in segregation. People losing family members this way while in prison is something many of us have experienced. So we see these practices are common in the United $tates.

As the author points out these practices de facto target oppressed people, especially the New Afrikan nation that is disproportionately targeted by the criminal justice system. They are part of a low intensity genocide on the internal semi-colonies, and a system that fails to help society in the way it impacts all who find themselves locked inside it.